Any time ever?

Kabhi aisa hua hai ki sab kuch hote hue tumne Khuda se ye kaha ki “Aye Maalik, jo hai sab kuch le le, badle me mein bus wo ek cheez de de”.

Kabhi aisa laga hai ki, “Kaash, aye Khuda, thoda aur waqt deta” aur “Bus isi cheez se aazmaana baaki tha?”

Kabhi aisa laga hai, ki bus ooper aasmaan ki aor dekha aur kehdiye “Teri marzi ke aage mein kya hoon!”

Aur kya kabhi aisa laga hai ki rotey raho raat bhar bus ek hi dua mein ki “Maana mein ne galtiyaan ki hai, par tu hi to dene wala hai, maaf hi karde”

Aur “Meri gunah ki sazaa kya tu kisi aur ko de raha hai Maula.”

Aur sab kuch kehne ke baad, bus neeche dekhe aur chal diye kehte “Alhamdulillah!”

Kabhi hua hai aisa?

;) :) :’( :D :( :P

I want to write, I want to write that I am taking this weekend off, unplanned.

I want to write that I am going home because I am tired of the two weeks full of work, of sleeplessness, of the tiredness, of the feeling that I cannot call to anyone after a 14 hour day even to say that I am tired, the pain in my elbow is not letting me type.

I am going because I am tired of the pressurizing and being rude, asking for the deliverable.

I am tired of having a cold bath everyday morning, I am tired of so many things running in my mind, from my Anti Virus to my acidity.

Because I have been missing my workouts, my early morning Prayers because of the work.

I am tired of understanding the Chan… and Pra… are now married and cant take out time for me, I can’t keep in touch with them as I always used to. I am tired of understanding and accepting that I am alone, not that I am lonely. But yes, I am tired of having my supper alone, going out to restaurants alone.

Because she and him have been coming to my mind, now and them, for no reason! (this doesn’t matter).

I am tired because I can’t say any of the things that are running in my mind to my mother, though we speak everyday.

Do I make any sense as I write this?

Just a few words, I ain’t givin’ up.

Incompl….

Incomplete…. that is what going through my mind, for a few reasons, nevertheless I am happy, convinced, at peace.

Prem got this song me to me, when I just saw the video when it was released long time ago. We were like so big fans of Back Street Boys, so we are still.

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

Courtesy: azlyrics (pardon me if the mention is wrong)

Let me think

I like the feel when the movie just starts playing in a cinema.

I like to stand on the foot board of the bus, just feel the wind.

I like to stay up and watch movies

I like taking pictures of things, especially close.

I like chatting with Prem, talking to Jaffar, helping Ammi in the kitchen, take Baba to the market.

I like riding Baba’s bike alone on the highway behind my home.

I like to think, I’ll have one woman beside me who is the best at heart.

I like the fear of The Almighty.

I like to think, I’ll be hugged by the one I love.

I like to say, I know it.

I like to wait for someone to call me or call back if they don’t turn up.

I like to spend money on someone else’s food.

I like to stand under the shower for long.

I like to say “I love you”, to the one’s I do.

I like to walk at nights when its cold.

I like to sit by someone if they are sad, and just sit by their side.

I like to think, I have everything.

I like to buy, buy things I want.

I like to sleep, eat, smoke(I haven’t given into smoking yet).

I like to go out often to eat.

I like Blue.

I like to keep listening to thumping music.

I like no to think about the things/ppl/situation that I feel don’t deserve me.

I like to tell what I know.

I like to travel. I like water. I like heights. I like winters.

I like to get religious and pray.

I like Red.

I like to work. I like to be responsible. I like to stay up late.

I like Tauseef. I love Tauseef.

I like to dream. I love to dream.

I like to hug someone.

I like my life, immensely. I love my life.

I like to get married to someone with whom I can be shamelessly honest.

I like silences.

I like staying calm. I like to say what I want to.

I like to teach. I like to say, what is what and how is how.

I like this.

I like to do what I want to and not to regret.

I like to call her a Bee Eye Tea Sea Etch and him an Aye Yes Yes Etch Ow Yell Eee.

I like to blog.

I like to be busy.

I like to spend time with my family.

I like to stay in love with things.

Just go away!!!

Seema is one of the persons I know, a befriended one, and then one fine evening!!

me: <blah blah blah> wo smiley kyon?are u ok?
sonu.nassu: s
me: phir kaiku?
sonu.nassu: chukee
me: accha!!
sonu.nassu: bacha
me: kaccha!
sonu.nassu: he he
me: lols!!mein aur chandana aise hi chat karte the!
sonu.nassu: hehhe
me: lols

me: was thinkin of her the other day!!! aise hi… sab ke baare mein sochte sochte…then thot…light lo….
sonu.nassu: of whom
me: u know!!
sonu.nassu: i dint get u
me: jaane do!! not of any significance
sonu.nassu: agar nahin bol na tha tho kyun bole
me: x-( galti hogayee.. next time will make sure i wont do this sort of things!!
sonu.nassu: arey baba blolo na
me: ek to ghaneemat hai log hamse baat karte hai aur mein zyaaada hi bak deta hoon!! :’(

sonu.nassu: go to hell
me: ok… am on my way!
sonu.nassu: just go away
me: :’(

“Just  go away” no one ever told me like that. I wasnt exactly hurt, but you know just a little startled, nothing more. And yes just a little part of her bad day was let go on me. lols.

I was at the office, so took it easy…. maan.. Spring MVC is kinda eww….