Back to where I was a few years ago, friends, just three, still scared of relationships and a few people. Ringtones do scare me now, again and I have started to enjoy being alone, solitude, whilst my wife is away. It is just that I feel a little relieved and peaceful at heart.
Married for 3 months as of today, going good Alhamdulillah. A friend walks out saying nothing a couple of days ago, leaves me questioning myself.
Frequently feeling lonely, trying to get the head straight. Good successful attempts so far.
Single again. Clueless, confused, feels something random inside.
Confused, increased head aches, thinking, content. And yes, a new friend San….
Thoughtful, confused about the twists and turns life poses us with, trying to understand people around. Talking only to a few people these days. Engaged, as in getting married. Content no matter.
Confused as usual, almost in love and then out, clicking, riding the bicycle, eating, office, sleep. Eager to grow up.
Mid 26, Loving photography, crushing on someone(think so), dreaming.
So much more. apparently getting ready to get married, there is time though. A guy trying to save everything he can. Or might be just thinking too much. or confused as usual
I am, I am more than this blog.
Confused, bored of work, looking for a change. Confused about parent’s idea of me “should get married soon”, not so content with the savings. Exited. Tired. Hungry. Angry. Content. Happy.
I feel totally lost, like a loser. But this thing that Tauseef stays optimistic, keeps me up and finds always an answer to move away from depression, loneliness and things like tat.
Its like I am three different people right now,
one is me at the Job, a simple guy, dreaming and trying to make a good IT career… the basic me
the other one is happy and optimistic me, and
the third one is a lonely, depressed, and one who asks why isn’t it that the things are perfect, cant they be made.
The first one lost two interviews recently and so is kinda a the second one who talks to the third one and the third one does what he has to.
Feeling incomplete, after a 14 hour day at the office, no one around to speak(physically and electronically… I mean on phone 😛 ).
Happy as a cricket, confused as a confusion, eager as I always am. And at honesty and peace.
In my 25th year and I have started to look into what life could mean, what could it possibly need. The delusions we have.
I have started to know that “Life is beautiful”.
Dont you think thats too much for me to be thinking right now?
Prior to 27/09/09
Well I am the sort of guy, who would just keep walking with his ear phones plugged in, hands in the pockets and looking down, in his simple denims and sneakers but would never hesitate to give a “I dont give a bloody Damn! ” look.
I know what I do, and I know I can do it right and I will.
saying it simple, lots of attitude.
Listens to rock, fusion and classical. Loves bikes and speed and not to forget, spider-man and his laptop.
On the whole,
A simple, cool guy. With a few dreams and aspirations as like many of the age.
Loves to read, write and love people around.
And the “take it easy” way.
And more than that, Tauseef is someone who lives life as he has planned. Never likes compromises. Does everything, straight from the heart, fulll dil se..
There is aggression where and when required, hugs and kisses often, presence always.
Hi, I am Tauseef.