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Shallow

Honestly, this is the lowest in person I have felt in a really long time. Things get complicated at times. I wonder, if I should feel bad or feel good about myself. 

There are these realities and the expectations and the actualities, and then the truth that everything looks to be but is not. Tough phase of life at work, never able to understand who is a confidant here and who is not. This part of the world seems so mean, meaner than the rest of the world; of course in the end it is our purpose that matters. Everyone is mean in one way or the other.

It is just that life gets complicated sometimes and simplifying it is yet another complexity. 

Sometimes I feel, even in every day life, there is so much ground to cover; I mean is it that I think too much or take life a little too seriously. Of course it is to take seriously, there is an entire family looking up to you, and to make a mention at work, look and what I do and look at how they see it.

But if these people around are expecting so much, then I must have done something right for sure. But why does it feel like a ton, to feel ok and let things be. Is it that there is so much I want to do in life and I am here, is it because of that I could never look up to someone and speak this out. Is is because of what I expect from life and it comes in front of me like this. But the bigger the dream, the bigger the price.

All I have realized is, nothing good comes easy; and if something isn’t supposed to stay, it wont.

Well, all I ask from Allah SWT is that to keep them thinking of me as highly as they are thinking right now and to cover all my faults and elevate me in His sight and theirs; grant me with the fortune to fulfill everyone’s and my expectations about me and my life, Aameen.

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Kabhi aisa hua hai ki sab kuch hote hue tumne Khuda se ye kaha ki “Aye Maalik, jo hai sab kuch le le, badle me mein bus wo ek cheez de de”.

Kabhi aisa laga hai ki, “Kaash, aye Khuda, thoda aur waqt deta” aur “Bus isi cheez se aazmaana baaki tha?”

Kabhi aisa laga hai, ki bus ooper aasmaan ki aor dekha aur kehdiye “Teri marzi ke aage mein kya hoon!”

Aur kya kabhi aisa laga hai ki rotey raho raat bhar bus ek hi dua mein ki “Maana mein ne galtiyaan ki hai, par tu hi to dene wala hai, maaf hi karde”

Aur “Meri gunah ki sazaa kya tu kisi aur ko de raha hai Maula.”

Aur sab kuch kehne ke baad, bus neeche dekhe aur chal diye kehte “Alhamdulillah!”

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